Posted on: 13th of April 2003 | Under: Thoughts & Emotions

I’m in a not-so-good mood today. Gawd, I wish I could just lock myself in my room, blast noises from my stereo, cover my face with my favorite soft pillow and… SLEEP. Waaah. I must’ve woken up on the wrong side of the bed. No, wait, I didn’t even sleep on my bed last night. I had to squeeze in my parents’ room ‘coz a few of our relatives slept over. Gah. I don’t mind having them around, in fact, I love it when they are… but, I always find myself a little too moody than usual when I don’t get to sleep on my own bed. o_O;;

Sheesh. What am I talking about?!? Being moody because I woke up on the wrong side of the bed? I hardly got any sleep last night! I was practically up til dawn working on this little “project.” I’m so not making any sense… but, who cares!?! Noone. So I’ll rant… because I want to rant. -_-

I was annoyed and irritated the entire day. I’m sure the extreme and unbearable heat caused me to be more moody. It was darn hot. I was out with mom, my bro and sis and the sight I saw while we drove along Roxas boulevard got me way peeved. There was a bus in the middle of the road and a guy was standing facing it. Guess what the guy was doing?! Peeing on the bumper of the bus!!! The heck! How rude can people get?!? Pee in the middle of the road where a lot of cars were driving by? Fudge. You don’t see men peeing in the streets of Malaysia, Singapore or Thailand. I bet it’s only in this darn country where you see that happening! sheesh. It’s just like seeing a man peeing near a wall where a big sign clearly says “Bawal Umihi Dito.” Heck! Some people are just hard-headed pricks! Gah! Sorry for being so blunt, but….. GAAAAHHH!!! >_<;;

We dropped by the church in Baclaran. My heart softened when I saw this lady beggar with her son. As much as I wanted to give them a big amount of money, I just couldn’t. Besides it would’ve been unethical to do so… and I’m not rich, so I just handed both of them a P5.00 coin. I was hoping to hear a heartfelt thank you or at least a smile from the mother and child, but, what did I get in return? A sour expression on their face, accompanied by swear words coming from their mouth! Heck, I heard the child saying aloud as I walked away, “ate, p* i* mo, wala ng nabibili sa P5.00!!” …translated into English, that would be, “you *beep*beep*… you can’t buy anything with P5.00 anymore!” Gawd!!! I so wanted to march back to the kid, to scream and maybe slap his face! What the heck!!? I was already being nice!!!! x_X;;

There are way too many RUDE PEOPLE in this country …and it sucks! o_O;;

I was hoping to feel a little better when we headed off to Glorietta. I thought maybe shopping would cheer me up… but I wasn’t in the mood. I was tired and annoyed. Even the cup of caramel sundae couldn’t take away the frown masked on my face! sighz…

Excuse my post. My day just didn’t turn out that good. Someone make me happy. Someone make me smile! gaaahhh! =(